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We got some flowers.
"Daddy, why do we need flowers?"
"you'll see"
when we got there I took Ali out of the car.
"what are we doing here?" she asked
"Okay, baby girl remember at mommy funal,when they lowered mommy into her grave."
"yeah"
"this is it." i said walking in front of it."
She didn't say anything, but even those she young, i really think she know what it
is. her hands trighted around my neck. she laid her head into my neack.
"it's okay sweetie, do you want to gave her the flowers."
she didn't say anything. i got down in front of the grave, still holing Ali.
"hey baby" i said "are you going to say hi to mommy?"
"hi mommy." she whisper
"do you want to gave her the flowers now?" she didn't say anything."everything okay"
she got down and reached for the flowers. i gave then to her.
"where do I put them?"
"you can put them up by the stone."she put them down, and stared at the head stone.
"Daddy, whats this say?"
"mommy's name."
She just ketp staring at it. then she put her hand on the top of the snow covered
head stone.
"Sweetie you okay?" i asked getting up and almost touching her shoulder when she
turned around, and hugged my legs. i got down.
"look at me"
"i miss mommy"
"me too" I wiped the tears off her cheek, and, and a tear run down my cheek.
"do you want to go home." she didn't say anything. i picked her up.
"i love you kaylee." I started walking away.
"i love you mommy." she said over my shoulder.
we got home i got ali out of the car.
"are you okay?"
"yeah."
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
Chapter 18
Three week later, It's christma eve, my Mom and Dad, taylor and someother people. i was wondering when to take Ali to see Kaylee, and how to tell her. i went into the Kitchen when my mom was.
"Mom?"
"Yeah?"
"I'be been thinking......to take Ali ro Kaylee grave."
"really?"
"yeah, but I still don't know"
"I think you should take her, i think she'll like it."
"yeah" I took a deep breath.
"Can you watch everything here? With food in the oven and things are going to be deliever."
"yeah"
"hey Daddy" She said walking past me.
"hey" I said picking her up.
"why don't you go get dress for tonight with the dress grandma got you."
"okay"
"and i'll do you'll hair" mom said
"okay" she said and i put her down and she went upstiars.
"I'm gonna get dress to then I think we;ll go."
She nodded. I went upstairs got on my black suit with a purple tie. i walked out of my room. i looked in Ali room. i see with the dress over her head.
"Alison"
"yeah"
"what are you doing?"
"trying to.....put my dress, on" she said jumping up and down.
"let me help you" I laughed I helped her get it on. She straighted it in the front. i fixed the bottom of it.
"now go get your hair done."
She skipped out of the room. I laughted
A little bit later, I went downstiars
"Ali, are you all--"
"wait, you gotta wait." mom said
"why?"
"you, just gotta wait."
"Ali you ready?"
"yeah"
"Okay, here is Mrs. Alson Crosby" Ali walked out of the kitchen, she had on a purple dress, her curly hair was in a half of ponytail. With little black shoes on. I got down to her level.
"you look beautiful"
"you think?" She asked
"no I know" I put my arms out. "come here" she run up in my arms. I hugged her tight. "your beautiful"
"thank you Daddy" i put her feet back on the floor. Dad come into the hallway.
"Grandpa look" Ali said and spun around
"Oh someone looks pretty."
"Sweetie go get you coat on we got to go somewhere?"
"where?"
"just go get your coat on" she went to get her coat.
"where you going?" Dad asked
"he going to take her to Kaylee grave"
"you are?"
"yeah"
"what are going to tell her?"
"I don't know yet."
"Okay Daddy" Ali said with her coat on.
"OKay you guys okay with everything"
"Oh, come on Sid were your parents were supposed to worry about you"
"Okay"
"and your Dad going to watch everything while I get dress."
"dad please don't burn down my house."
"I know how to cook."
"If you say so" I said walking away to put on my coat.
"you look pretty Ali." taylor said walking down the stairs
"thank you"
"where you going?"
"Daddy's taking me somewhere."
"where?"
"He won't tell me"
Taylor looked at me.
"I'll tell you later" I told her.
She nodded
"ready to go?" I asked Ali
"yeah"
"Mom?"
"Yeah?"
"I'be been thinking......to take Ali ro Kaylee grave."
"really?"
"yeah, but I still don't know"
"I think you should take her, i think she'll like it."
"yeah" I took a deep breath.
"Can you watch everything here? With food in the oven and things are going to be deliever."
"yeah"
"hey Daddy" She said walking past me.
"hey" I said picking her up.
"why don't you go get dress for tonight with the dress grandma got you."
"okay"
"and i'll do you'll hair" mom said
"okay" she said and i put her down and she went upstiars.
"I'm gonna get dress to then I think we;ll go."
She nodded. I went upstairs got on my black suit with a purple tie. i walked out of my room. i looked in Ali room. i see with the dress over her head.
"Alison"
"yeah"
"what are you doing?"
"trying to.....put my dress, on" she said jumping up and down.
"let me help you" I laughed I helped her get it on. She straighted it in the front. i fixed the bottom of it.
"now go get your hair done."
She skipped out of the room. I laughted
A little bit later, I went downstiars
"Ali, are you all--"
"wait, you gotta wait." mom said
"why?"
"you, just gotta wait."
"Ali you ready?"
"yeah"
"Okay, here is Mrs. Alson Crosby" Ali walked out of the kitchen, she had on a purple dress, her curly hair was in a half of ponytail. With little black shoes on. I got down to her level.
"you look beautiful"
"you think?" She asked
"no I know" I put my arms out. "come here" she run up in my arms. I hugged her tight. "your beautiful"
"thank you Daddy" i put her feet back on the floor. Dad come into the hallway.
"Grandpa look" Ali said and spun around
"Oh someone looks pretty."
"Sweetie go get you coat on we got to go somewhere?"
"where?"
"just go get your coat on" she went to get her coat.
"where you going?" Dad asked
"he going to take her to Kaylee grave"
"you are?"
"yeah"
"what are going to tell her?"
"I don't know yet."
"Okay Daddy" Ali said with her coat on.
"OKay you guys okay with everything"
"Oh, come on Sid were your parents were supposed to worry about you"
"Okay"
"and your Dad going to watch everything while I get dress."
"dad please don't burn down my house."
"I know how to cook."
"If you say so" I said walking away to put on my coat.
"you look pretty Ali." taylor said walking down the stairs
"thank you"
"where you going?"
"Daddy's taking me somewhere."
"where?"
"He won't tell me"
Taylor looked at me.
"I'll tell you later" I told her.
She nodded
"ready to go?" I asked Ali
"yeah"
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Chapter 17
About two month later it was the November. I woke up at three am, to someone shaking me.
"Daddy"
"huh?" I mummlbed into my pillow.
"Daddy" She said crying
"huh, sweetie what wrong?" I asked sitting up in my bed
"i don't feel good."
"what hurts"
"my tummy, and my head, and i'm cold."
"let me see your he- whoo" she throe up on the floor.
"Okay sweetie come with me." I picked her up and took her to the bathroom, I cleaned off her face, I felt her head.
"Ali you do feel warm."
"I don't feel good"
"Does anyting else hurts another then your tummy and head."
"i'm cool, and i'm tired."
"Okay" I picked her back up and laid her in my bed, and clean, up the floor, and puy a bucket next to the bed. I got in on the other side of the bed.
"Ali if you feel like your going to throw up wake me up, Okay."
"Okay" she said half a sleep.
She up all night tossed and turned, and I didn't get that much sleep.
The nexy morning I was getting ready to leave on a plane to go to new york.
Knock at the door, I open the door.
"hey, Vero"
"hey"
"Sorry, but I didn't get a chance to call you, Ali sick, she's sleeping right now."
"It's Okay"
"Daddy"
"She was" I went upstairs
"hey sweetie how you feeling?"
"Sick"
"yeah"
"well Vero here and I got to getgoing"
"where you going?"
"I got to catch a plane, i have a game tomorrow."
"no"
"what?"
"I don't want you to go" she started to cry
"Ali I got to go"
"Daddy no" she cried,and hugged my waist
"honey"
"no Daddy" she yelled "Don't go" she cried
"Alison"
She cried into my waist. I looked at Vero who walked into the room
"V I think i'm going stay home."
"are you sure?"
"yeah"
"Okay"
I called everybody that I had to call.
The nest nihgt me and Ali were sitting on the couch, Alison was lying her head on my lap. she was feeling better but her stomcah was still hurting her. The game was starting,
Today a game day stach is Sidney Crosby. He could not make the flight last night, once we found out wnyting we will you. she the guy on tv.
A few mintures later my phine rand
"hello"
"hey why aren't you playing?" Dad asked
"Ali sick and she won't let me leave, and i can't leave her like this."
"how is she"
"better"
"good" he said "well i'm going to watch this game"
"yeah me too. bye."
"bye."
"Daddy"
"huh?" I mummlbed into my pillow.
"Daddy" She said crying
"huh, sweetie what wrong?" I asked sitting up in my bed
"i don't feel good."
"what hurts"
"my tummy, and my head, and i'm cold."
"let me see your he- whoo" she throe up on the floor.
"Okay sweetie come with me." I picked her up and took her to the bathroom, I cleaned off her face, I felt her head.
"Ali you do feel warm."
"I don't feel good"
"Does anyting else hurts another then your tummy and head."
"i'm cool, and i'm tired."
"Okay" I picked her back up and laid her in my bed, and clean, up the floor, and puy a bucket next to the bed. I got in on the other side of the bed.
"Ali if you feel like your going to throw up wake me up, Okay."
"Okay" she said half a sleep.
She up all night tossed and turned, and I didn't get that much sleep.
The nexy morning I was getting ready to leave on a plane to go to new york.
Knock at the door, I open the door.
"hey, Vero"
"hey"
"Sorry, but I didn't get a chance to call you, Ali sick, she's sleeping right now."
"It's Okay"
"Daddy"
"She was" I went upstairs
"hey sweetie how you feeling?"
"Sick"
"yeah"
"well Vero here and I got to getgoing"
"where you going?"
"I got to catch a plane, i have a game tomorrow."
"no"
"what?"
"I don't want you to go" she started to cry
"Ali I got to go"
"Daddy no" she cried,and hugged my waist
"honey"
"no Daddy" she yelled "Don't go" she cried
"Alison"
She cried into my waist. I looked at Vero who walked into the room
"V I think i'm going stay home."
"are you sure?"
"yeah"
"Okay"
I called everybody that I had to call.
The nest nihgt me and Ali were sitting on the couch, Alison was lying her head on my lap. she was feeling better but her stomcah was still hurting her. The game was starting,
Today a game day stach is Sidney Crosby. He could not make the flight last night, once we found out wnyting we will you. she the guy on tv.
A few mintures later my phine rand
"hello"
"hey why aren't you playing?" Dad asked
"Ali sick and she won't let me leave, and i can't leave her like this."
"how is she"
"better"
"good" he said "well i'm going to watch this game"
"yeah me too. bye."
"bye."
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Chapter 16
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"hello"
"great game son"
"thanks"
"what was that fight all about?"
"nothing"
"it had to be something, you guys were just standing there, than you punch him."
"he said something I didn't like"
"about"
"abouy my daughter"
"really?"
"yeah, i didn't like it to much"
"yeah, I could tell, are you on your way home."
"no, I going to get Ali she was up in thr box with Mario." I said coming out of the locker room seeing Natalie holding Ali who was sleeping. i smiled at her.
"Dad, I got to go"
"Okay, tell Ali we say hi and we love her."
"Okay, bye"
"bye" I pressed end
"when did she fall alseep?"
"around the ebd of the third period." she said handing her to me and her bag.
"thanks again, you have no idea how much this means to me."
"your welcome. and its no problem, she's a sweetheart."
" yeah she is"
I was getting ready to walk out, when Max stopped us.
"oh, is she sleeping" Max asked
"yeah"
"oh"
"don't worry your see her tomorrow"
"Okay" he laughed
When we got home, I put Ali to bed I kissed her forehead watched some TV. Then went to bed.
"hello"
"great game son"
"thanks"
"what was that fight all about?"
"nothing"
"it had to be something, you guys were just standing there, than you punch him."
"he said something I didn't like"
"about"
"abouy my daughter"
"really?"
"yeah, i didn't like it to much"
"yeah, I could tell, are you on your way home."
"no, I going to get Ali she was up in thr box with Mario." I said coming out of the locker room seeing Natalie holding Ali who was sleeping. i smiled at her.
"Dad, I got to go"
"Okay, tell Ali we say hi and we love her."
"Okay, bye"
"bye" I pressed end
"when did she fall alseep?"
"around the ebd of the third period." she said handing her to me and her bag.
"thanks again, you have no idea how much this means to me."
"your welcome. and its no problem, she's a sweetheart."
" yeah she is"
I was getting ready to walk out, when Max stopped us.
"oh, is she sleeping" Max asked
"yeah"
"oh"
"don't worry your see her tomorrow"
"Okay" he laughed
When we got home, I put Ali to bed I kissed her forehead watched some TV. Then went to bed.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Chapter 15
Weeks later, It was the first game of the season, and I'm already running late.
"Ali, come on, we got to leave."
"Okay, Daddy I had to get my jersey, I left it on my bed." she coming down the stairs.
"Okay, have you seen my suit jacket" I asked looking around
"It's right there, Daddy" she laughed
"oh god thanks sweetie."
I got to the arena
"running a little late" a usher said
"yeah just a little" I said kinda speed walking holding Ali.
"you look like Daddy on the run." Natalie said
"yeah thanks again for watching her during the games." I said putting Ali down.
"It's no problem, I love watching her."
"Okay, sweetie I got to going be good." I said giving her her little bag.
"i will"
"see ya later" I told them both. I started to walk away.
"Daddy" I turned around and saw Ali running up to me.
"yeah?" I got down to her level
"good luck"
I smiled "thank baby girl" I hugged her, and gave her a kiss.
I walked into the locker room.
"Someones later" Max said
"sorry guys"
"no man it's Okay"
We started the first period, almost the end of the period. I was going down the ice. i passed the puck to Geno. He's scored. start of the second. They scored right off the bat.
"shit"
They scored again
"come on guys, we got to get it to the net."
Middle of the second
"So who'd you stick you kid with this game." a guy said
"excuse me."
"I heard you been having problems with who your going to dump your kid on next."
"leave her out of this" I said getting right in front of him.
"I'm just sick and tired of people feeling sorry for you ever since your wife dies."
"my family and my daughter are none of your business" I said cross checking him in the chest.
"hey dud all I wanted to know who you dumped your kid on."
That's it I dropped my gloves and punched him with my right with his right the ref tried to pull us apart.
"you fucking asshole"
They got apart.
"think next time when you bring up my daughter." I yelled into the box.
The third period I came the ice on a breakaway. I scored I yelled all the guys came yelled all the guys came gave me a hug. I put my hand to my heard, and pointed up.
"that's for you Kay"
We won 4-2, after the game was over, I talked to the medias, got a shower, when I finish getting dress I got a phone call.
"Ali, come on, we got to leave."
"Okay, Daddy I had to get my jersey, I left it on my bed." she coming down the stairs.
"Okay, have you seen my suit jacket" I asked looking around
"It's right there, Daddy" she laughed
"oh god thanks sweetie."
I got to the arena
"running a little late" a usher said
"yeah just a little" I said kinda speed walking holding Ali.
"you look like Daddy on the run." Natalie said
"yeah thanks again for watching her during the games." I said putting Ali down.
"It's no problem, I love watching her."
"Okay, sweetie I got to going be good." I said giving her her little bag.
"i will"
"see ya later" I told them both. I started to walk away.
"Daddy" I turned around and saw Ali running up to me.
"yeah?" I got down to her level
"good luck"
I smiled "thank baby girl" I hugged her, and gave her a kiss.
I walked into the locker room.
"Someones later" Max said
"sorry guys"
"no man it's Okay"
We started the first period, almost the end of the period. I was going down the ice. i passed the puck to Geno. He's scored. start of the second. They scored right off the bat.
"shit"
They scored again
"come on guys, we got to get it to the net."
Middle of the second
"So who'd you stick you kid with this game." a guy said
"excuse me."
"I heard you been having problems with who your going to dump your kid on next."
"leave her out of this" I said getting right in front of him.
"I'm just sick and tired of people feeling sorry for you ever since your wife dies."
"my family and my daughter are none of your business" I said cross checking him in the chest.
"hey dud all I wanted to know who you dumped your kid on."
That's it I dropped my gloves and punched him with my right with his right the ref tried to pull us apart.
"you fucking asshole"
They got apart.
"think next time when you bring up my daughter." I yelled into the box.
The third period I came the ice on a breakaway. I scored I yelled all the guys came yelled all the guys came gave me a hug. I put my hand to my heard, and pointed up.
"that's for you Kay"
We won 4-2, after the game was over, I talked to the medias, got a shower, when I finish getting dress I got a phone call.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Chapter 14
"Okay" I got up went over to Ali.
"Sweetie, i got to go do something"'
"Can i come with you?"
"no sweetie, not this time, Mario, and Nat are going to watch you."'
"Okay"
"be good"
"I will" I kissed her head, and went out to my car. I started the car, and took a deep breath. I stopped at a store got a small thing of flowers, When I got there I grabbed the thing of flowers and a picture of me and Ali. i haven't been out here since we got back. i tooked deep breath.
Kaylee Nicole Crosby
1987-2010
"hey baby" I laid the flowers down. "and here's s picture of me and Ali, she looking more and more like you everyday." I sat down on the ground.
"you have no idea, how much i miss you, me and Ali miss you" I put the picture down next to the flowers "I haven't brought her here yet but I think I'm gonna bring her around Christmas"
"I've been so scared, that I'm going to mess something with her." A tear run down my face."It's hard with out you"
I told her everything that happened this summer from the beginning to the end.
"well babe, i should get back Mario and Nat got Ali, i just needed to talk to you." i got up.
"I love you Kaylee"
I got in the car took a deep breath, got the tears out of eyes.
I got back to Mario's
"Daddy" Ali yelled running up to me. I picked her up.
"were you good?"
"yeah"
a couple hours later
we were getting ready to leave
"thanks Mario, Nat"
"thanks for coming"
I nodded, and started waling out the door
"bye Ali"
"Bye Mario"
I laughed "come here" i picked her up. i hooked her in her car seat, and went home.
"Sweetie, i got to go do something"'
"Can i come with you?"
"no sweetie, not this time, Mario, and Nat are going to watch you."'
"Okay"
"be good"
"I will" I kissed her head, and went out to my car. I started the car, and took a deep breath. I stopped at a store got a small thing of flowers, When I got there I grabbed the thing of flowers and a picture of me and Ali. i haven't been out here since we got back. i tooked deep breath.
1987-2010
"hey baby" I laid the flowers down. "and here's s picture of me and Ali, she looking more and more like you everyday." I sat down on the ground.
"you have no idea, how much i miss you, me and Ali miss you" I put the picture down next to the flowers "I haven't brought her here yet but I think I'm gonna bring her around Christmas"
"I've been so scared, that I'm going to mess something with her." A tear run down my face."It's hard with out you"
I told her everything that happened this summer from the beginning to the end.
"well babe, i should get back Mario and Nat got Ali, i just needed to talk to you." i got up.
"I love you Kaylee"
I got in the car took a deep breath, got the tears out of eyes.
I got back to Mario's
"Daddy" Ali yelled running up to me. I picked her up.
"were you good?"
"yeah"
a couple hours later
we were getting ready to leave
"thanks Mario, Nat"
"thanks for coming"
I nodded, and started waling out the door
"bye Ali"
"Bye Mario"
I laughed "come here" i picked her up. i hooked her in her car seat, and went home.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Chapter 13
That weekend mario had his party, nat, and all the girlfriends and wives, were all over ali how cute she is and how much she looks like her mother.
Ali was in the back yard, with all the kids, I was on the pato.
"here man" staalzy siad handing me a drink
"no thanks"
"what? come on dude, have some fun." you could tell he's already had a few drinks.
"no thanks I have Ali"
"you always have Ali"
"she my daughter"
"yeah, but ever since Kaylee died, dude you haven't been, the same you don't go out with us no more,"
"i have a daughter."
"get a babysitter, man the world din't end when Kaylee died"
"Listen" I yelled grabbing him by the shirt, pushing him agiant a table. "I have more important things to worry about, when i'm going out next, and see how you'll feel if you girlfriend died."
"Sid" Marc said putting his hand on my shoulder. I looked over at him, and I saw Ali, we made eye contract. y her I propetly looked like a monster. I let go of him.
"Sorry man" I patted him on the crest and walked away, not looking back, and not looking Ali.
I went and sat on a bench in the backyrs on the side away from everybody. I can't believe I did that. I can't believe Ali saw it that hurt me the wrost. I was sitting there with my head down.
"Daddy" I turned around Ali standing there with the same look on her face.
"hey baby girl."
"Daddy, are you Okay?"
"yeah, I'm okay, come here" i put my hands out, she walked over, I picked her up , and sat her on my lap.
"you having fun"
"I was, why you push jordan, Daddy"
"I.....he said...umm"
Ali we both turned around it was Nat.
"Maruo got some cake in there, do you want some?"
"yeah" she looked at me.
"go" she took off running.
"thanks wasn't sure to how to answer that."
"yeah, I can tell"
"you Okay?"
"I don't know"
"do you think i'm doing the right thing, or should have I left her with my parents."
"I think your doing the right thing, and I don't she would have let you leave without her." she siad "Sid your a good Dad, don't let anyone tell you other wise"
"I'm just scared, i;m going to mess up"
"if you do, its normal"
"I just, I don't know"
"you'll be fine, you got alot of people behind you."
"thanks nat"
"your welcome"
"Daddy, come get some cake"
"can you watc her for a little bit?"
"yeah, where are you going?"
"I just have to do something."
Ali was in the back yard, with all the kids, I was on the pato.
"here man" staalzy siad handing me a drink
"no thanks"
"what? come on dude, have some fun." you could tell he's already had a few drinks.
"no thanks I have Ali"
"you always have Ali"
"she my daughter"
"yeah, but ever since Kaylee died, dude you haven't been, the same you don't go out with us no more,"
"i have a daughter."
"get a babysitter, man the world din't end when Kaylee died"
"Listen" I yelled grabbing him by the shirt, pushing him agiant a table. "I have more important things to worry about, when i'm going out next, and see how you'll feel if you girlfriend died."
"Sid" Marc said putting his hand on my shoulder. I looked over at him, and I saw Ali, we made eye contract. y her I propetly looked like a monster. I let go of him.
"Sorry man" I patted him on the crest and walked away, not looking back, and not looking Ali.
I went and sat on a bench in the backyrs on the side away from everybody. I can't believe I did that. I can't believe Ali saw it that hurt me the wrost. I was sitting there with my head down.
"Daddy" I turned around Ali standing there with the same look on her face.
"hey baby girl."
"Daddy, are you Okay?"
"yeah, I'm okay, come here" i put my hands out, she walked over, I picked her up , and sat her on my lap.
"you having fun"
"I was, why you push jordan, Daddy"
"I.....he said...umm"
Ali we both turned around it was Nat.
"Maruo got some cake in there, do you want some?"
"yeah" she looked at me.
"go" she took off running.
"thanks wasn't sure to how to answer that."
"yeah, I can tell"
"you Okay?"
"I don't know"
"do you think i'm doing the right thing, or should have I left her with my parents."
"I think your doing the right thing, and I don't she would have let you leave without her." she siad "Sid your a good Dad, don't let anyone tell you other wise"
"I'm just scared, i;m going to mess up"
"if you do, its normal"
"I just, I don't know"
"you'll be fine, you got alot of people behind you."
"thanks nat"
"your welcome"
"Daddy, come get some cake"
"can you watc her for a little bit?"
"yeah, where are you going?"
"I just have to do something."
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Chapter 12
When we were done, I came out of the shower in sweatpants, a t-shirt, and my skates.
"Daddy why do you still have you skates on?"
"Well, I thought you could put these on, and we would go skating." i said holding out a pair of skates.
"really?"
"yeah, baby girl, whatha say, you up for it?"
"yeah" she yelled almost falling out of her seat.
"okay, Okay lets get these on you." I laughed
I put them on her i carried her out on the ice I put her down and she kept hold of my hand. She let go, and went backwards and fell.
"are you okay?" I asked trying not to laugh.
"yeah"
"just like you mother"
"what?" she asked
"the first time I got mommy on skate, she fell too, and you know what?"
"what?"
"you have her hair, and her eyes but you got my smile."
she smiled and giggled
"you want to try again?" I asked
"yeah" I helped her up, and she started to skate she looked pretty good out there. She fell a couple of times. I leaned up against the bench, watching my little girl skate for the first time. i grabbed a smaller stick and a puck and hide it behind my back, and skated up yo her, who playing around the net, and fell into the back of it. I laughed and helped her up.
"thank you" she said
"your welcome" she started to skate away
"hey wait come back here" I grabbed her arm.
"huh?"
"Do you want to try this?" I asked showing her the stick
"yeah" she smiled I give her the stick. I showed her how to hold it.
"Daddy, can you play with me?"
"Of Course" I went over and got my stick and a couple of more pucks.
I lightly passed it to her the puck and she stopped it.
"I stopped it, Daddy, I stopped, Did you see that?"
"yeah baby girl, try to hit it back" she tried she didn't hit it that hard.
"try it again hit it alittle harder." she did and it went wild. I just laughed.
"Daddy why do you still have you skates on?"
"Well, I thought you could put these on, and we would go skating." i said holding out a pair of skates.
"really?"
"yeah, baby girl, whatha say, you up for it?"
"yeah" she yelled almost falling out of her seat.
"okay, Okay lets get these on you." I laughed
I put them on her i carried her out on the ice I put her down and she kept hold of my hand. She let go, and went backwards and fell.
"are you okay?" I asked trying not to laugh.
"yeah"
"just like you mother"
"what?" she asked
"the first time I got mommy on skate, she fell too, and you know what?"
"what?"
"you have her hair, and her eyes but you got my smile."
she smiled and giggled
"you want to try again?" I asked
"yeah" I helped her up, and she started to skate she looked pretty good out there. She fell a couple of times. I leaned up against the bench, watching my little girl skate for the first time. i grabbed a smaller stick and a puck and hide it behind my back, and skated up yo her, who playing around the net, and fell into the back of it. I laughed and helped her up.
"thank you" she said
"your welcome" she started to skate away
"hey wait come back here" I grabbed her arm.
"huh?"
"Do you want to try this?" I asked showing her the stick
"yeah" she smiled I give her the stick. I showed her how to hold it.
"Daddy, can you play with me?"
"Of Course" I went over and got my stick and a couple of more pucks.
I lightly passed it to her the puck and she stopped it.
"I stopped it, Daddy, I stopped, Did you see that?"
"yeah baby girl, try to hit it back" she tried she didn't hit it that hard.
"try it again hit it alittle harder." she did and it went wild. I just laughed.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Chapter 11
Later that week, me and Ali were in Pittsburgh
"hey Mario" I said
"hey"
"thanks for picking us up"
"anytime"
"hi Mario" Ali said
"hello sweetheart"
Mario helped me get the bags. when we got to my house. I unlocked the door and Ali ran inside.
"Mario Can I ask you something?"
"yeah"
"can I bring Ali with me to the practices, it just it's really hard."
"Sid, Its fine"
"really?"
"yeah, its fine"
"thanks Mario"
"your welcome"
"Don't forget about the party this weekend"
"I won't"
I walked into the house.
"Ali where are you?" I yelled
"in my room" she yelled back
I walked upstairs to see Ali playing
"play with me Daddy"
"I wish I could, nut i got to go unpack, do you want to help me?"
"no"
I laughed and went and unpacked.
It's 9:30 in the morning of on ice traning camp.
"Ali here" i said putting on my shirt on, and giving her clothes.
"what?"
"we got to go to the rink"
"Okay"
"here" I said helping her put on her clothes.
We left the house about 10:00
"hey Sid" one of the ushers Ben said
"hey"
"well who is this?" he asked getting down to Ali level and Ali was hiding behind my leg.
"this is Ali" i said
"this is little Ali?"
"yeah"
"hi little one"
she just hid behind my leg
"say hi sweetie"
"hi"
he justed laughed
"Uncle Max" Ali yelled
"Sugar baby" he yelled with his arms out, and she jumped into his arms.
"you get her while I go get change"
"yeah"
"thanks"
After I got changed I went to the lounge to see Ali sitting on the big black couch, with Max, and few other guys, watching cartoons. I laughed
About a hour late, I was on the ice. Ali was in the stand. I was the end of practice we were doing shot out. I was up.
"go daddy"
"That not fair, he got sheering section" Geno said, I just laughed
"hey Mario" I said
"hey"
"thanks for picking us up"
"anytime"
"hi Mario" Ali said
"hello sweetheart"
Mario helped me get the bags. when we got to my house. I unlocked the door and Ali ran inside.
"Mario Can I ask you something?"
"yeah"
"can I bring Ali with me to the practices, it just it's really hard."
"Sid, Its fine"
"really?"
"yeah, its fine"
"thanks Mario"
"your welcome"
"Don't forget about the party this weekend"
"I won't"
I walked into the house.
"Ali where are you?" I yelled
"in my room" she yelled back
I walked upstairs to see Ali playing
"play with me Daddy"
"I wish I could, nut i got to go unpack, do you want to help me?"
"no"
I laughed and went and unpacked.
It's 9:30 in the morning of on ice traning camp.
"Ali here" i said putting on my shirt on, and giving her clothes.
"what?"
"we got to go to the rink"
"Okay"
"here" I said helping her put on her clothes.
We left the house about 10:00
"hey Sid" one of the ushers Ben said
"hey"
"well who is this?" he asked getting down to Ali level and Ali was hiding behind my leg.
"this is Ali" i said
"this is little Ali?"
"yeah"
"hi little one"
she just hid behind my leg
"say hi sweetie"
"hi"
he justed laughed
"Uncle Max" Ali yelled
"Sugar baby" he yelled with his arms out, and she jumped into his arms.
"you get her while I go get change"
"yeah"
"thanks"
After I got changed I went to the lounge to see Ali sitting on the big black couch, with Max, and few other guys, watching cartoons. I laughed
About a hour late, I was on the ice. Ali was in the stand. I was the end of practice we were doing shot out. I was up.
"go daddy"
"That not fair, he got sheering section" Geno said, I just laughed
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Chapter 10
A week Later I was getting ready yo go to Pittsburgh at the end of the week. My mom and dad came over to help me. About 12:00 I put Ali down for a nap.
"Sidney, Can I talk to you?" mom asked
"yeah" we walk in the living room, and sat down.
"I been thinking maybe Ali should say with us during the season."
"What?"
"we could come visit, you---"
"no" Is aid cutting her off
"Sidney--"
"no mom, she going with me."
"you have to think what best for Alison"
"The best thing is to be with her father"
"Sidney, I think she should be with us."
"No mom, she going with me. I don't know what I'm going to do yet but if I have to take her with me to every game, practice, interview, I will, but she not stay here." I yelled at her.
"Sidney, I think it for---"
"No" I yelled
"Don't yell at your mother like that." Dad said
"Dad, I'm not leave here, she's my daughter." I said "mom. I'm going to be there bad dreams, lose tooth, every cry, fell, and every bump and bruise."
"Daddy" Ali said
"Dad, I won't do it."
"Daddy" Ali yelled
I turned around "yeah, sweetie"
"why are you yelling?"
"no reason sweet heart why don't you go back to bed."
"I'm not tired no more."
"then go play, and I'll be up okay."
"okay"
I turn back around towards my mom.
"sorry, for yelling at you."
"It's Okay we just have to think whats best for her."
"We. mom Alison is my daughter, I think i should know whats best for her. and what i think is best is for her to be with me."
"what are you going to do?"
"i don't know mom but like what i said if I have to take her with me to every game, practice, interview.. i will."
"okay, but if you need anything you know just to call."
"I know, and mom i know your just trying to help but I need to try to do this by myself."
"I understand"
"thanks, now i have to get upstairs" I smiled
"Sidney, Can I talk to you?" mom asked
"yeah" we walk in the living room, and sat down.
"I been thinking maybe Ali should say with us during the season."
"What?"
"we could come visit, you---"
"no" Is aid cutting her off
"Sidney--"
"no mom, she going with me."
"you have to think what best for Alison"
"The best thing is to be with her father"
"Sidney, I think she should be with us."
"No mom, she going with me. I don't know what I'm going to do yet but if I have to take her with me to every game, practice, interview, I will, but she not stay here." I yelled at her.
"Sidney, I think it for---"
"No" I yelled
"Don't yell at your mother like that." Dad said
"Dad, I'm not leave here, she's my daughter." I said "mom. I'm going to be there bad dreams, lose tooth, every cry, fell, and every bump and bruise."
"Daddy" Ali said
"Dad, I won't do it."
"Daddy" Ali yelled
I turned around "yeah, sweetie"
"why are you yelling?"
"no reason sweet heart why don't you go back to bed."
"I'm not tired no more."
"then go play, and I'll be up okay."
"okay"
I turn back around towards my mom.
"sorry, for yelling at you."
"It's Okay we just have to think whats best for her."
"We. mom Alison is my daughter, I think i should know whats best for her. and what i think is best is for her to be with me."
"what are you going to do?"
"i don't know mom but like what i said if I have to take her with me to every game, practice, interview.. i will."
"okay, but if you need anything you know just to call."
"I know, and mom i know your just trying to help but I need to try to do this by myself."
"I understand"
"thanks, now i have to get upstairs" I smiled
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Chapter 9 part 2
After I got done with that, we went back outside, Ali was glued to my leg.
"Sweetie, it's okay" I said
"is she okay" dad asked
"yeah she'll be fine"
"Do you want to come with me, honey" he said to Ali getting down to her level and holding his hands out. she nodded and he picked her up.
"go have fun" he said to me.
"okay" I said I am I supposed to have fun when my daughter almost drowned.
Pretty Much everybody that was here asked me if Ali was okay, and every second I looked at Ali to make sure she was okay.
I was getting late, and everybody was pretty much gone. Me, my dad, mom, Taylor, and max was sitting outside on the patio. Ali was still with my dad almost asleep.
"her I'll take her" I told him.
"are you sure?"
"yeah" I took her and held her against my chest, and sat back down.
About a house later my mom, dad, and Taylor left. Max was staying with us tonight. I put Ali to bed, And went out in the living room.
"Dude, you okay?" Max asked
"yeah, I'm fine, why?"
"you get seem different"
"well max I'm a single dad, I have more important things to worry about."
"yeah, i know but Kaylee been gone for awhile, it's been almost a year. I just think if you get out a little more you feel a little better."
"Max i feel fine. i got a lot on my mind, Like I don't know what i'm going to go next."
"what do you mean?"
"with Ali, I don't know what I'm going to do when have games and stuff, my mom was there last season when. Kay died the help but she won't be here this time."
"well I will help"
"Dude, we have the same job."
"we we don't have the same interview at the same time, and stuff."
"yeah true, thanks"
"you'll figure something out"
"I hope."
"Sweetie, it's okay" I said
"is she okay" dad asked
"yeah she'll be fine"
"Do you want to come with me, honey" he said to Ali getting down to her level and holding his hands out. she nodded and he picked her up.
"go have fun" he said to me.
"okay" I said I am I supposed to have fun when my daughter almost drowned.
Pretty Much everybody that was here asked me if Ali was okay, and every second I looked at Ali to make sure she was okay.
I was getting late, and everybody was pretty much gone. Me, my dad, mom, Taylor, and max was sitting outside on the patio. Ali was still with my dad almost asleep.
"her I'll take her" I told him.
"are you sure?"
"yeah" I took her and held her against my chest, and sat back down.
About a house later my mom, dad, and Taylor left. Max was staying with us tonight. I put Ali to bed, And went out in the living room.
"Dude, you okay?" Max asked
"yeah, I'm fine, why?"
"you get seem different"
"well max I'm a single dad, I have more important things to worry about."
"yeah, i know but Kaylee been gone for awhile, it's been almost a year. I just think if you get out a little more you feel a little better."
"Max i feel fine. i got a lot on my mind, Like I don't know what i'm going to go next."
"what do you mean?"
"with Ali, I don't know what I'm going to do when have games and stuff, my mom was there last season when. Kay died the help but she won't be here this time."
"well I will help"
"Dude, we have the same job."
"we we don't have the same interview at the same time, and stuff."
"yeah true, thanks"
"you'll figure something out"
"I hope."
Chapter 9 part 1
sorry it took so long between school,things after school,and Softball on the weekends now, i'm trying, but comment and tellme what you think.
I walked over a sat with my two grandmother.
"Hi, sweetheart" Nanny Crosby said
"Hi, you two having fun?"
"yes" Nanny Fordes said
"yes, watching her have fun." Nanny crosby said as Ali came running to me all wet.
"Daddy,come down on the dock."
"I'll be down"
"okay" she said running back down.
"you love her" Nanny Crosby
"well yeah"
"I mean she really is every thing to you."
"She is. i don't what I do without her. she is everything to me."
"Daddy!" Ali yelled
"wel I better get down there, thanks for coming"
"your welcome sweetie"
I walked down to the water, Ali was on the edge of the water.Max xame up to me.
"Man. she a handful, I don't how yodo it."
"trust me, it not easy, well she should sleep tonight."
"Ali where you going?" I said watching her start walking on the dock.
I rolled my eyes
"yeah, daddy on the dock." Max said
"haha funny, Be careful Alison"
"oh you used Alison."
"thats her name Maxime"
"ohhh" Max laughed
"I will" she said I just kepy watching her. as i was talking to max. I looked over at her and she was on the edge of the dock she was looking down at the water. And the next thing i know I saw her fall in.
"Ali!!" I sceamed dropped my drink and took of, down the dock running as fast as i can. I came to the end on the dock and jumped in the water. I couldn't find her.
"Ali!" I looked aroundI didn'see her. I saw bubbles coming up from the water a few feet away from me.I went under and swim as fast as i could. fanili I felt her. I grabbed her. I swam up. and hels her close, and patted her back. she was coughing and crying.
"Daddy" she coughed
"shhh....Baby girl i got you."
I lifted her and put her on the dock with my mom, dad, and max, and a someother people. i got on the dock sat down to her, and grabbed her held her colse. she was still coughing.
"put your hands over your head." I said out of breath, and patting her back.
"Ali, your gonna gave daddy a heartattack, I told you to be careful."
I nodded "Shhh. It's okay, i'm here." I got up
"Is she okay?" mom asked, as I was taking her back to the house.
"yeah. i'm going to get her dried off."
"okay"
I took her in the house dried her off, put dry clothes on her, an di put on some dry clothes on too. My mom came in
"is she alright?"
"yeah, she'll be okay."
"how about you?"
"she going to be the death off me. you know. I was scared out of my mind."
"me too."
"I couldn't find her, mom."
"but you did that all that matters." Ali come out o fthe otehr room.
"Daddy, can you put m y hair up?"
"yeah, turn around."
I walked over a sat with my two grandmother.
"Hi, sweetheart" Nanny Crosby said
"Hi, you two having fun?"
"yes" Nanny Fordes said
"yes, watching her have fun." Nanny crosby said as Ali came running to me all wet.
"Daddy,come down on the dock."
"I'll be down"
"okay" she said running back down.
"you love her" Nanny Crosby
"well yeah"
"I mean she really is every thing to you."
"She is. i don't what I do without her. she is everything to me."
"Daddy!" Ali yelled
"wel I better get down there, thanks for coming"
"your welcome sweetie"
I walked down to the water, Ali was on the edge of the water.Max xame up to me.
"Man. she a handful, I don't how yodo it."
"trust me, it not easy, well she should sleep tonight."
"Ali where you going?" I said watching her start walking on the dock.
I rolled my eyes
"yeah, daddy on the dock." Max said
"haha funny, Be careful Alison"
"oh you used Alison."
"thats her name Maxime"
"ohhh" Max laughed
"I will" she said I just kepy watching her. as i was talking to max. I looked over at her and she was on the edge of the dock she was looking down at the water. And the next thing i know I saw her fall in.
"Ali!!" I sceamed dropped my drink and took of, down the dock running as fast as i can. I came to the end on the dock and jumped in the water. I couldn't find her.
"Ali!" I looked aroundI didn'see her. I saw bubbles coming up from the water a few feet away from me.I went under and swim as fast as i could. fanili I felt her. I grabbed her. I swam up. and hels her close, and patted her back. she was coughing and crying.
"Daddy" she coughed
"shhh....Baby girl i got you."
I lifted her and put her on the dock with my mom, dad, and max, and a someother people. i got on the dock sat down to her, and grabbed her held her colse. she was still coughing.
"put your hands over your head." I said out of breath, and patting her back.
"Ali, your gonna gave daddy a heartattack, I told you to be careful."
I nodded "Shhh. It's okay, i'm here." I got up
"Is she okay?" mom asked, as I was taking her back to the house.
"yeah. i'm going to get her dried off."
"okay"
I took her in the house dried her off, put dry clothes on her, an di put on some dry clothes on too. My mom came in
"is she alright?"
"yeah, she'll be okay."
"how about you?"
"she going to be the death off me. you know. I was scared out of my mind."
"me too."
"I couldn't find her, mom."
"but you did that all that matters." Ali come out o fthe otehr room.
"Daddy, can you put m y hair up?"
"yeah, turn around."
Monday, September 6, 2010
Chapter 8
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About three week later. It was my birthday, and I was having friends and family over that night.
I woke up by Ali jumping on me.
"Daddy!"
"oh.......what?"
"Happy Birthday"
"thanks baby girl" I said getting out of bed
"here" She said handing me a piece of paper.
"what is this?"
"looke at it."
I turned it over, and saw a man pretty sure it was me, with a haockey stick, and skakes on with a puck beside it, it is bigger then me. All I could do was smile.
"Do you like it" Alli asked "thats you"
"i love it, sweetie" I said picking her up and gave her a kiss.
"grandma here"
"yeah?"
"yeah, she brought over food, and drinks"
"oh, okay"
We went downstairs
"hi mom"
"happy birthday honey" she said hugging me
"thanks mom"
"okau, I got all this food, drinks, and your dad is getting the beer, and all that stuff."
"ahh, good, thanks for all this mom"
"your welcome"
It was almost 3:00 I finish getting ali dress, and I was talking with my mom and dad. Taylor and Ali are in the living room play. the door bell rang.
"i got it" ALi yealled
"I'm behind you" i yelled running to catch up to her. She opened the door.
"Uncle Max" Ali yelled and Max pcked her up
"hey sugarbaby, how have you been? he has called her that since she was born.
"good"
"have you been keeping you dad in line?"
"yeah" she said looking at me with a smile.
"haha go play" I said and she took off running back in the living room.
"happy birthday man"
"thanks"
"how you doing?"
"good"
"how about you?"
"great"
Everybody was there around 6:00, I was outside talking to marc, And Ali was down at the dock, in the water with max. I looked down at the dock and smiled.
"she looks like her mother" marc said
"huh, oh yeah she does, she act like her."
"what do you mean?"
"she hardheaded just like Kaylee"
"really?"
"yeah, when she wants to be."
About three week later. It was my birthday, and I was having friends and family over that night.
I woke up by Ali jumping on me.
"Daddy!"
"oh.......what?"
"Happy Birthday"
"thanks baby girl" I said getting out of bed
"here" She said handing me a piece of paper.
"what is this?"
"looke at it."
I turned it over, and saw a man pretty sure it was me, with a haockey stick, and skakes on with a puck beside it, it is bigger then me. All I could do was smile.
"Do you like it" Alli asked "thats you"
"i love it, sweetie" I said picking her up and gave her a kiss.
"grandma here"
"yeah?"
"yeah, she brought over food, and drinks"
"oh, okay"
We went downstairs
"hi mom"
"happy birthday honey" she said hugging me
"thanks mom"
"okau, I got all this food, drinks, and your dad is getting the beer, and all that stuff."
"ahh, good, thanks for all this mom"
"your welcome"
It was almost 3:00 I finish getting ali dress, and I was talking with my mom and dad. Taylor and Ali are in the living room play. the door bell rang.
"i got it" ALi yealled
"I'm behind you" i yelled running to catch up to her. She opened the door.
"Uncle Max" Ali yelled and Max pcked her up
"hey sugarbaby, how have you been? he has called her that since she was born.
"good"
"have you been keeping you dad in line?"
"yeah" she said looking at me with a smile.
"haha go play" I said and she took off running back in the living room.
"happy birthday man"
"thanks"
"how you doing?"
"good"
"how about you?"
"great"
Everybody was there around 6:00, I was outside talking to marc, And Ali was down at the dock, in the water with max. I looked down at the dock and smiled.
"she looks like her mother" marc said
"huh, oh yeah she does, she act like her."
"what do you mean?"
"she hardheaded just like Kaylee"
"really?"
"yeah, when she wants to be."
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Chapter 7
"Why don't we go get something to eat" my mom said
"yeah" dad said
I nodded and looked at ali, and I layed down in the blanket and started to rub Ali back.
"Ali sweetie, wake up"
"ugh" she said
"sweetie"
"daddy"
"wake up honey, were going to get something to eat."
"okay" she said not moving. I picked he up, and she put her arms around my neck, and fell back alseep, I bent down and picked up her blanket up and carried her to the car. I layed her down in her car seat and cover her up, and got in the driver seat. We just webt ti a fast food place. Als was still sleeping. I justed stay outside with her while they went inside, I told them get to get me a burger and get her chicken nugget. they came out with the food, and we went back to the field. I got Ali out of the car, the second game was just starting, I was holding Ali watching the game, and my mom said.
"Do you want me to take her so you can eat?"
"no, its okay, I got her"
"Okay"
as I said that Ali started move
"hey sweetie"
"Hi daddy"
"do you want something to eat?"
"yeah"
"okay" I said putting her down on a blanket, and giving he, her food. I sat in a chair next to her, and ate my food.
"come on tay" I yelled standing by the fience with my dad, with Ali standing up against my leg, it was almost 9:00, taylor and them were on the last game, in the last innin, tied 5-5 tay was up to bat. she hit it to right field and got on first there is a girl on second.
"come on Aunt tawor" Ali yelled I picked her up. she was getting tired she layed he head on my shoulder, this girl came up and hit the ball to center, the girl on second ran and the game was over. All the girls ran out on the field and jumped on eachother. After that they shooked hands, and get there medals. we went to see tay.
"great job, tay" I said
"yeah" ali said, we all laughed
"thanks" she said
Taylor watch to catch the bus, we went back cleaned up our stuff and got in the car. I took mom, dad, and nanny home, my mom and dad left right away to pick up taylor.
I look in the back, and Ali was trying to stay awake. I was getting tired myself. when I got home. I parked the car got out and open Ali's door, and she was out. I got he out of the car took her in the house, and layed her in the living room. then, I unloaded the car. I was done with that. I locked the front door, turnedout the lights, took ali to her room layed her down cover her up. The went to my room changed, layed down and I was out.
"yeah" dad said
I nodded and looked at ali, and I layed down in the blanket and started to rub Ali back.
"Ali sweetie, wake up"
"ugh" she said
"sweetie"
"daddy"
"wake up honey, were going to get something to eat."
"okay" she said not moving. I picked he up, and she put her arms around my neck, and fell back alseep, I bent down and picked up her blanket up and carried her to the car. I layed her down in her car seat and cover her up, and got in the driver seat. We just webt ti a fast food place. Als was still sleeping. I justed stay outside with her while they went inside, I told them get to get me a burger and get her chicken nugget. they came out with the food, and we went back to the field. I got Ali out of the car, the second game was just starting, I was holding Ali watching the game, and my mom said.
"Do you want me to take her so you can eat?"
"no, its okay, I got her"
"Okay"
as I said that Ali started move
"hey sweetie"
"Hi daddy"
"do you want something to eat?"
"yeah"
"okay" I said putting her down on a blanket, and giving he, her food. I sat in a chair next to her, and ate my food.
"come on tay" I yelled standing by the fience with my dad, with Ali standing up against my leg, it was almost 9:00, taylor and them were on the last game, in the last innin, tied 5-5 tay was up to bat. she hit it to right field and got on first there is a girl on second.
"come on Aunt tawor" Ali yelled I picked her up. she was getting tired she layed he head on my shoulder, this girl came up and hit the ball to center, the girl on second ran and the game was over. All the girls ran out on the field and jumped on eachother. After that they shooked hands, and get there medals. we went to see tay.
"great job, tay" I said
"yeah" ali said, we all laughed
"thanks" she said
Taylor watch to catch the bus, we went back cleaned up our stuff and got in the car. I took mom, dad, and nanny home, my mom and dad left right away to pick up taylor.
I look in the back, and Ali was trying to stay awake. I was getting tired myself. when I got home. I parked the car got out and open Ali's door, and she was out. I got he out of the car took her in the house, and layed her in the living room. then, I unloaded the car. I was done with that. I locked the front door, turnedout the lights, took ali to her room layed her down cover her up. The went to my room changed, layed down and I was out.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Chapter 6
We got there and The teams were warming up. We all got out of the car, I unhooked Ali and got her out of the car, and she stayed at my hip, as I help my dad get the stuff out of the back.
"Ali watch out" I said trying not to hit her with a chair.
We a stop out behind outfield. We set up are stuff, me and my dad, and Ali who was still at my hip.
"Ali do you want play with some of the we brought."
she nodded
I layed out a blanket
"Daddy, can I have my coloring stuff."
"yeah, sweetie"
I gave her, her stuff, and she just sat there coloring. The game finally started. Taylor was on 3rd. About the 3rd inning they were winning 5-2.
"Daddy" Ali said grabbibg on the back of my shirt.
"and what do you want" i said picking her up.
"can you come play with me."
"yeah baby"
We walked over to the blanket, and I layed down on my stomach, and shy layed beside me, She handed me a coloring book and some crayons.
"are we going to to do this again, I'm already better the you."
"no your not"
"yes I am"
"No you not" I said grabbing her , and rolling over on my back. I was tickling her. She laughed. i lifted her above my head, and shook her, she just laughed. i put her down. She laughed, and I laughed.
"Daddy"
"what"
Then she jumped on me, and tickled me, I jumped up, and started running she ran after me. I tripped and rolled she jumped on me again. i just could laughed.
"Okay baby girl okay" I said laughing
I got up and picked her up and walked her back to the blanket, sat her down. I was standing up next to the blanket. I heard my mom, grandmother talking.
"He really good with her" My grandmother said.
"yeah, he is, I'm just worry when he goes back to Pittsburgh." My mom said
"why? he a good father."
"I know he is, It's just he all by himself and he got games, practices, medias stuff, autographs signing, appeavcnes. he can't take her every where, and I don't think he wants to take her to all that media stuff, who's he going to leave her with."
"I think he'll figure something, he's not going to keep her here during the season."
"Oh, i figured he wouldn't"
"he'll be fine, he a good dad."
"yeah,"
"Sidney" my mom said I looked at her, and she pointed to Ali, who was sound asleep. I bent down and cover her with her blanket, and kissed her on the forehead. I just stood there thinking about what my mom said. What am I going to do when the season start. I could leave her here, but i don't want to do that. but I have a month and a half to figure out what I will do. about a half an hour later they were done with the first game. they had about hour until the next game.
"Ali watch out" I said trying not to hit her with a chair.
We a stop out behind outfield. We set up are stuff, me and my dad, and Ali who was still at my hip.
"Ali do you want play with some of the we brought."
she nodded
I layed out a blanket
"Daddy, can I have my coloring stuff."
"yeah, sweetie"
I gave her, her stuff, and she just sat there coloring. The game finally started. Taylor was on 3rd. About the 3rd inning they were winning 5-2.
"Daddy" Ali said grabbibg on the back of my shirt.
"and what do you want" i said picking her up.
"can you come play with me."
"yeah baby"
We walked over to the blanket, and I layed down on my stomach, and shy layed beside me, She handed me a coloring book and some crayons.
"are we going to to do this again, I'm already better the you."
"no your not"
"yes I am"
"No you not" I said grabbing her , and rolling over on my back. I was tickling her. She laughed. i lifted her above my head, and shook her, she just laughed. i put her down. She laughed, and I laughed.
"Daddy"
"what"
Then she jumped on me, and tickled me, I jumped up, and started running she ran after me. I tripped and rolled she jumped on me again. i just could laughed.
"Okay baby girl okay" I said laughing
I got up and picked her up and walked her back to the blanket, sat her down. I was standing up next to the blanket. I heard my mom, grandmother talking.
"He really good with her" My grandmother said.
"yeah, he is, I'm just worry when he goes back to Pittsburgh." My mom said
"why? he a good father."
"I know he is, It's just he all by himself and he got games, practices, medias stuff, autographs signing, appeavcnes. he can't take her every where, and I don't think he wants to take her to all that media stuff, who's he going to leave her with."
"I think he'll figure something, he's not going to keep her here during the season."
"Oh, i figured he wouldn't"
"he'll be fine, he a good dad."
"yeah,"
"Sidney" my mom said I looked at her, and she pointed to Ali, who was sound asleep. I bent down and cover her with her blanket, and kissed her on the forehead. I just stood there thinking about what my mom said. What am I going to do when the season start. I could leave her here, but i don't want to do that. but I have a month and a half to figure out what I will do. about a half an hour later they were done with the first game. they had about hour until the next game.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Chapter 5
i don't know what all sports she play i just made it up.
Two weeks later, Taylor has Softball Tournament , we were getting ready to go and meet my mom and dad.
"Daddy, come on" Ali yelled running out the door.
"I'm coming baby girl" I yelled back still in the kitchen packing up the cooler with drinks and snacks.
"Daddy" she yelled again
"hold on Alison"
I turned out the lights, locked the back doors, grabbed the cooler, and walked out the door.
"Daddy"
"I'm ready."
I unlocked her door, she climb in the car. I opened up the back and put cooler in. I came around, and hooked Ali into her seat. I got into the drivers seat and drove to my mom's and dad's
We got there about 30 minutes later. I pulled up in front of their house,
"I want to see grandpa" Ali said
"him and grandma, are coming with us, just stay here."
"Daddy"
"stay here"
I got out and went to the back of the car and opened it up, and my dad out of the house with a cooler, followed by my grandmother.
"Nanny" I said
"Hi sweet heart" she said grabbing my face and kissing my cheek
"how you doing? Sidney" she asked
"I'm Okay Nanny"
"Okay well where that baby of yours?"
"she in her car seat."
She walked around the car, and opened the door. I hear Ali say Nanny, the my dad came up be side me.
"sorry we're late" I said
"oh it Okay"
"Is Nanny coming with us?"
"yeah"
"where Tay?"
"she already left."
"Are we all going in my car?"
"yeah, we're just waiting for you mother" He said lifting his cooler and a few chairs into the back of my car. With that my mom came out of the house.
"hi honey"
"hi mom"
"I got Ali some drinks and snacks, and.."
"mom, I got all of that."
"did you get her a jacket just in case, and a banklet to sit on, and to take a nap, and some toys."
"yes mom, I am a single a parent but i do know how to do something."
"I never said that."
"I know, but" I stopped and saw the look on her face. "I could always use the help."
"Okay, why don't we get going"
"okay"
We got in the car, I was driving, my dad was is the front, and my mom, nanny and Ali were in the back.
"Daddy?"
"yeah Sweetie"
"where Aunt Taywor"
"she already there"
"oh okay." she said I just smiled.
Two weeks later, Taylor has Softball Tournament , we were getting ready to go and meet my mom and dad.
"Daddy, come on" Ali yelled running out the door.
"I'm coming baby girl" I yelled back still in the kitchen packing up the cooler with drinks and snacks.
"Daddy" she yelled again
"hold on Alison"
I turned out the lights, locked the back doors, grabbed the cooler, and walked out the door.
"Daddy"
"I'm ready."
I unlocked her door, she climb in the car. I opened up the back and put cooler in. I came around, and hooked Ali into her seat. I got into the drivers seat and drove to my mom's and dad's
We got there about 30 minutes later. I pulled up in front of their house,
"I want to see grandpa" Ali said
"him and grandma, are coming with us, just stay here."
"Daddy"
"stay here"
I got out and went to the back of the car and opened it up, and my dad out of the house with a cooler, followed by my grandmother.
"Nanny" I said
"Hi sweet heart" she said grabbing my face and kissing my cheek
"how you doing? Sidney" she asked
"I'm Okay Nanny"
"Okay well where that baby of yours?"
"she in her car seat."
She walked around the car, and opened the door. I hear Ali say Nanny, the my dad came up be side me.
"sorry we're late" I said
"oh it Okay"
"Is Nanny coming with us?"
"yeah"
"where Tay?"
"she already left."
"Are we all going in my car?"
"yeah, we're just waiting for you mother" He said lifting his cooler and a few chairs into the back of my car. With that my mom came out of the house.
"hi honey"
"hi mom"
"I got Ali some drinks and snacks, and.."
"mom, I got all of that."
"did you get her a jacket just in case, and a banklet to sit on, and to take a nap, and some toys."
"yes mom, I am a single a parent but i do know how to do something."
"I never said that."
"I know, but" I stopped and saw the look on her face. "I could always use the help."
"Okay, why don't we get going"
"okay"
We got in the car, I was driving, my dad was is the front, and my mom, nanny and Ali were in the back.
"Daddy?"
"yeah Sweetie"
"where Aunt Taywor"
"she already there"
"oh okay." she said I just smiled.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Chapter 4
"hey" i said
"Hi honey" My mom said
We all walk into living room.
"Wheres Ali?" My dad
"She's still sleeping"
"you don't look so good." my mom said
"I didn't get that much sleep last night"
"whys that?" My mom asked
"ahh...Ali..had a bad dream last night"
"so she was up all night"
"no, I was never the one to Handel the bad dreams. so..."
"oh"
I just nodded
"Sidney , you Okay" my mom asked
I took a deep breath
"yeah"
After that Ali came down the stairs I heard her say Daddy. I turned around and rudded my eyes.
"come on" My dad said grabbing my shoulder and going outside.
"what going on?" he asked
"last night when Ali had that bad dreams she said 'mommy' All she want is her mother, dad what do I say to that." I said getting a little loud.
"what did you say it?"
"did you have a bad dream that all I could say."
"then she said I want mommy, and I losted it. i started to cry, Ali barely got to know her."
"you know her"
"what?"
"you know pretty much everything about Kaylee, you can tell Ali stories after stories, and what Kaylee was like, and what she liked, and dislikes, yes it won't be the same as her mother being here, but its better than nothing."
I nodded and said "your right, I just have to be here for her"
"yeah, that what you have to do"
After that we went back inside, Ali was lying on the couch. I came in the living and sat down on the couch. She just looked at me, she was to busy watching TV.
"I love you sweetie"
"I love you too Daddy."
"Hi honey" My mom said
We all walk into living room.
"Wheres Ali?" My dad
"She's still sleeping"
"you don't look so good." my mom said
"I didn't get that much sleep last night"
"whys that?" My mom asked
"ahh...Ali..had a bad dream last night"
"so she was up all night"
"no, I was never the one to Handel the bad dreams. so..."
"oh"
I just nodded
"Sidney , you Okay" my mom asked
I took a deep breath
"yeah"
After that Ali came down the stairs I heard her say Daddy. I turned around and rudded my eyes.
"come on" My dad said grabbing my shoulder and going outside.
"what going on?" he asked
"last night when Ali had that bad dreams she said 'mommy' All she want is her mother, dad what do I say to that." I said getting a little loud.
"what did you say it?"
"did you have a bad dream that all I could say."
"then she said I want mommy, and I losted it. i started to cry, Ali barely got to know her."
"you know her"
"what?"
"you know pretty much everything about Kaylee, you can tell Ali stories after stories, and what Kaylee was like, and what she liked, and dislikes, yes it won't be the same as her mother being here, but its better than nothing."
I nodded and said "your right, I just have to be here for her"
"yeah, that what you have to do"
After that we went back inside, Ali was lying on the couch. I came in the living and sat down on the couch. She just looked at me, she was to busy watching TV.
"I love you sweetie"
"I love you too Daddy."
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Chapter 3
I woke up the next morning, and I felt like crap. I had a huge headache. I went to the bathroom, then i went downstairs. I sat down in the living room with my eyes close and put my head back. I could hear Ali in the kitchen laughing and giggling. i heard her say I'm going to get daddy. she came running out of the kitchen. I picked up my head, and opened my eyes, and saw Ali coming out of the kitchen. She looked up.
"Daddy, your up" she said jumping up on the couch
"yeah, baby girl."
"you want some breakfast?"
"yeah, maybe a little."
"come on" she said grabbing my hand.
We walked into kitchen, Ali sat at the table. I sat on a stool at the counter, and put my head down.
"how you feeling" my dad asked me
"like crap"
"yeah. your mom told me you fot in kind of late."
"I didn't get in that late." I said
"here this should help." he said handing me a cup of coffee.
"thanks"
Later that day, Ali and I were at home. I was cooking dinner and Ali was in the living room watching TV, and coloring.
"Daddy" she yelled
"yeah, sweetie"
"come color with me" she said walking into the kitchen.
"I will when I'm done cooking, we'll eat and color, okay."
"okay"
after I was done I took our plates into the living room, and we ate and colored.
"Daddy, you can't color." Ali told me
"I'm better than you." i said
"no your not, I can stay inside the lines."
"hey, I haven't colored in forever."
"I'm still better" she said, she differnely has the competitive way like me.
I just laughed
It was getting late and I was doing the dishes, and I looked into the living room and Ali head kept dropping and she kept picking it up. I finish the dishes and went into the living room, and cleaned up her coloring things. then shut off the TV, and picked up Ali and took her to bed. I helped her get into her PJ's. I got her into bed, she fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow, and so did I.
I woke up about 3:00 am I went to bathroom and check on Ali and went back to bed watch some TV I felt my eyes getting heavy. I turned off the TV, and closed my eyes. Then I heard something it sounded like Ali yelling, I jumped up out of bed opened my door. She yelled Daddy. I ran into her room she was sitting on her bed crying. I picked her up.
"whats wrong" I asked
she just kept crying
"sweetheart whats wrong?" I asked again
she just said "mommy"
I didn't know what to do.
"Did you have bad dream?"
She just nodded
That where mommy come from, Kaylee was the one who always helped her when she had bad dreams.
"I want mommy" she said
that's it I lost i started crying,
"i know baby girl me too."
she looked up at me.
"Daddy, are you crying?"
"yeah, sweetie." I hugged her "can you tell what it was about." she just ed pressed her face into my chest.
"why don't you come sleep in daddy's bed" I said
"okay" she said grabbing her blanket.
I carried her into my room. I laid down and she laid on my chest like she did when she was a baby. She just laid there, I had my hand on he back holding back more tears. I finally fell asleep. I didn't sleep very well.
I woke up about *:00 in the morning, Ali was still sleeping. I took her off my chest and put her on the bed. I went to bathroom, and went downstairs made a cup of coffee, turned on the TV to the news. About an hour and half later there was a knock at the door. I opened the door it was my mom and dad.
"Daddy, your up" she said jumping up on the couch
"yeah, baby girl."
"you want some breakfast?"
"yeah, maybe a little."
"come on" she said grabbing my hand.
We walked into kitchen, Ali sat at the table. I sat on a stool at the counter, and put my head down.
"how you feeling" my dad asked me
"like crap"
"yeah. your mom told me you fot in kind of late."
"I didn't get in that late." I said
"here this should help." he said handing me a cup of coffee.
"thanks"
Later that day, Ali and I were at home. I was cooking dinner and Ali was in the living room watching TV, and coloring.
"Daddy" she yelled
"yeah, sweetie"
"come color with me" she said walking into the kitchen.
"I will when I'm done cooking, we'll eat and color, okay."
"okay"
after I was done I took our plates into the living room, and we ate and colored.
"Daddy, you can't color." Ali told me
"I'm better than you." i said
"no your not, I can stay inside the lines."
"hey, I haven't colored in forever."
"I'm still better" she said, she differnely has the competitive way like me.
I just laughed
It was getting late and I was doing the dishes, and I looked into the living room and Ali head kept dropping and she kept picking it up. I finish the dishes and went into the living room, and cleaned up her coloring things. then shut off the TV, and picked up Ali and took her to bed. I helped her get into her PJ's. I got her into bed, she fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow, and so did I.
I woke up about 3:00 am I went to bathroom and check on Ali and went back to bed watch some TV I felt my eyes getting heavy. I turned off the TV, and closed my eyes. Then I heard something it sounded like Ali yelling, I jumped up out of bed opened my door. She yelled Daddy. I ran into her room she was sitting on her bed crying. I picked her up.
"whats wrong" I asked
she just kept crying
"sweetheart whats wrong?" I asked again
she just said "mommy"
I didn't know what to do.
"Did you have bad dream?"
She just nodded
That where mommy come from, Kaylee was the one who always helped her when she had bad dreams.
"I want mommy" she said
that's it I lost i started crying,
"i know baby girl me too."
she looked up at me.
"Daddy, are you crying?"
"yeah, sweetie." I hugged her "can you tell what it was about." she just ed pressed her face into my chest.
"why don't you come sleep in daddy's bed" I said
"okay" she said grabbing her blanket.
I carried her into my room. I laid down and she laid on my chest like she did when she was a baby. She just laid there, I had my hand on he back holding back more tears. I finally fell asleep. I didn't sleep very well.
I woke up about *:00 in the morning, Ali was still sleeping. I took her off my chest and put her on the bed. I went to bathroom, and went downstairs made a cup of coffee, turned on the TV to the news. About an hour and half later there was a knock at the door. I opened the door it was my mom and dad.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Chapter 2
I turned around and went inside, Ali was on the floor playing with Sam and my dad.
"Hey,Tay"
"hey"
"hi mom" i said giving her a hug.
"Ali, said you were talking to some guy."
"yeah, mike"
"oh, whats he what to?"
"nothing really, he wanted to see if I wanted to go out tonight with him and the guys."
"you should go"
"i don't know, mom, I...."
"go we'll watch Ali, you go have some fun"
"no...mom?"
"go!"
".......Okay, I'll call him"
I went to call mike, then after I called I went sitting the living with Ali.
"sweetie, your gonna stay here tonight for a little bit, Okay."
"why?"
"Because , daddy going to go out tonight for a little bit." my mom jumped in and said
"but, I don't want you to" Ali said
"I know but it just going to be for a little bit and when I'm done, I'm going to come pick you up."
"Okay"
"okay"
"around 7:30 I left to meet up with the guys. I give Ali a hug and gave her kiss.
"Bye daddy"
"Bye, sweetie"
I got to the bar, and walked in.
"Sid" everybody yelled
"hey" I said to everybody
I had a good time the most fun I have in a long time. We had tons of rounds of shots. I am feeling the shots. When I showed up at mom, and dad's. I walked in and I ran into something.
"shit"
"Sidney Patrick" My mom yelled is a whisper
"sorry, mom"
"where's Ali?" I asked
"she sleeping in the living room, your not taking her home like that"
"I wasn't planning on it"
"okay"
"well, I'm going to go sleep" she asked
"yeah"
"okay,I'm taking her upstairs with me."
"okay be careful, goodnight Sidney"
"i will goodnight"
i went into the living room. how she looked sleeping. I picked her up and start going upstairs.
She started to move.
"Daddy?"
"yeah, sweetie its me."
I was walking up the stairs trying not to fall. I got to the bed room I laied Ali down I went to the bathroom, then came back and went to sleep.
"Hey,Tay"
"hey"
"hi mom" i said giving her a hug.
"Ali, said you were talking to some guy."
"yeah, mike"
"oh, whats he what to?"
"nothing really, he wanted to see if I wanted to go out tonight with him and the guys."
"you should go"
"i don't know, mom, I...."
"go we'll watch Ali, you go have some fun"
"no...mom?"
"go!"
".......Okay, I'll call him"
I went to call mike, then after I called I went sitting the living with Ali.
"sweetie, your gonna stay here tonight for a little bit, Okay."
"why?"
"Because , daddy going to go out tonight for a little bit." my mom jumped in and said
"but, I don't want you to" Ali said
"I know but it just going to be for a little bit and when I'm done, I'm going to come pick you up."
"Okay"
"okay"
"around 7:30 I left to meet up with the guys. I give Ali a hug and gave her kiss.
"Bye daddy"
"Bye, sweetie"
I got to the bar, and walked in.
"Sid" everybody yelled
"hey" I said to everybody
I had a good time the most fun I have in a long time. We had tons of rounds of shots. I am feeling the shots. When I showed up at mom, and dad's. I walked in and I ran into something.
"shit"
"Sidney Patrick" My mom yelled is a whisper
"sorry, mom"
"where's Ali?" I asked
"she sleeping in the living room, your not taking her home like that"
"I wasn't planning on it"
"okay"
"well, I'm going to go sleep" she asked
"yeah"
"okay,I'm taking her upstairs with me."
"okay be careful, goodnight Sidney"
"i will goodnight"
i went into the living room. how she looked sleeping. I picked her up and start going upstairs.
She started to move.
"Daddy?"
"yeah, sweetie its me."
I was walking up the stairs trying not to fall. I got to the bed room I laied Ali down I went to the bathroom, then came back and went to sleep.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Chapter 1
Since my wife died I've been losted the only thing that has kept me on the ground is my three year old daughter. she is eveerything to me, her sweet smile, loong curly dark brown hair, blue eyes just like her mother's. The way she say Daddy.
I'm laying in bedd with my eyes close at 8:00 in morning. i hear.
"Daddy" Ali said running down the hallway
I hear her come into my room trying ti be quite,
"Daddy, Daddy wake up." she poked me.
"Daddy?"
I roared and reached and grabbed her, and raised her above my head. she was laughing so hard. I put her down next to me and started ticking her.
"Daddy.....stop it....daddy" she said in between laughs
"Daddy"
I stopped and looked down at her with a smile, she looked up at me with her blue still laughing.
"Okay, sweetie you want something to eat?"
"yeah"
"OKay, lets go" I said picking her up.
"Daddy, can i help you cook?"
"yeah baby girl"
We were sitting at the table in the living room watching cartoon eating.
"Daddy, I'm done" she said
"okay" I said getting her plate and mine and taking it out to the sink.
Later we went to my mom and dads. I was getting Ali out of the my SUV and my friends Mike pulled up.
"Hey, man" he said
"hey" i said
"hey sweetie why don't you go inside?" I said to Ali
"Okay" she ran inside
"whats up mike"
"nothing dude, how about you?"
"nothing really"
"how you doing this summer you know without Kaylee"
"I've been doing okay"
"hey, some of the guys are getting together tonight, you should come."
"i don't know, Ali"
"come on get out of the house for a little bit, have some fun." he said "see if your mom and dad can watch her."
"I'll think about"
"okay"
"I'll call you"
"Okay, see ya"
"see ya" I said.
I'm laying in bedd with my eyes close at 8:00 in morning. i hear.
"Daddy" Ali said running down the hallway
I hear her come into my room trying ti be quite,
"Daddy, Daddy wake up." she poked me.
"Daddy?"
I roared and reached and grabbed her, and raised her above my head. she was laughing so hard. I put her down next to me and started ticking her.
"Daddy.....stop it....daddy" she said in between laughs
"Daddy"
I stopped and looked down at her with a smile, she looked up at me with her blue still laughing.
"Okay, sweetie you want something to eat?"
"yeah"
"OKay, lets go" I said picking her up.
"Daddy, can i help you cook?"
"yeah baby girl"
We were sitting at the table in the living room watching cartoon eating.
"Daddy, I'm done" she said
"okay" I said getting her plate and mine and taking it out to the sink.
Later we went to my mom and dads. I was getting Ali out of the my SUV and my friends Mike pulled up.
"Hey, man" he said
"hey" i said
"hey sweetie why don't you go inside?" I said to Ali
"Okay" she ran inside
"whats up mike"
"nothing dude, how about you?"
"nothing really"
"how you doing this summer you know without Kaylee"
"I've been doing okay"
"hey, some of the guys are getting together tonight, you should come."
"i don't know, Ali"
"come on get out of the house for a little bit, have some fun." he said "see if your mom and dad can watch her."
"I'll think about"
"okay"
"I'll call you"
"Okay, see ya"
"see ya" I said.
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