That weekend mario had his party, nat, and all the girlfriends and wives, were all over ali how cute she is and how much she looks like her mother.
Ali was in the back yard, with all the kids, I was on the pato.
"here man" staalzy siad handing me a drink
"no thanks"
"what? come on dude, have some fun." you could tell he's already had a few drinks.
"no thanks I have Ali"
"you always have Ali"
"she my daughter"
"yeah, but ever since Kaylee died, dude you haven't been, the same you don't go out with us no more,"
"i have a daughter."
"get a babysitter, man the world din't end when Kaylee died"
"Listen" I yelled grabbing him by the shirt, pushing him agiant a table. "I have more important things to worry about, when i'm going out next, and see how you'll feel if you girlfriend died."
"Sid" Marc said putting his hand on my shoulder. I looked over at him, and I saw Ali, we made eye contract. y her I propetly looked like a monster. I let go of him.
"Sorry man" I patted him on the crest and walked away, not looking back, and not looking Ali.
I went and sat on a bench in the backyrs on the side away from everybody. I can't believe I did that. I can't believe Ali saw it that hurt me the wrost. I was sitting there with my head down.
"Daddy" I turned around Ali standing there with the same look on her face.
"hey baby girl."
"Daddy, are you Okay?"
"yeah, I'm okay, come here" i put my hands out, she walked over, I picked her up , and sat her on my lap.
"you having fun"
"I was, why you push jordan, Daddy"
"I.....he said...umm"
Ali we both turned around it was Nat.
"Maruo got some cake in there, do you want some?"
"yeah" she looked at me.
"go" she took off running.
"thanks wasn't sure to how to answer that."
"yeah, I can tell"
"you Okay?"
"I don't know"
"do you think i'm doing the right thing, or should have I left her with my parents."
"I think your doing the right thing, and I don't she would have let you leave without her." she siad "Sid your a good Dad, don't let anyone tell you other wise"
"I'm just scared, i;m going to mess up"
"if you do, its normal"
"I just, I don't know"
"you'll be fine, you got alot of people behind you."
"thanks nat"
"your welcome"
"Daddy, come get some cake"
"can you watc her for a little bit?"
"yeah, where are you going?"
"I just have to do something."
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